Just A Cute Guy

Hey Again

Nothing special or really life changing on my mind, just a thought that came to my head today,as it has been quite a lot lately.

Just drove around today, as I do every day and every week just like all of us. Standing in the traffic light, saw a really cute and good looking guy waiting to cross the street with his boyfriend or just a friend.

Didn't exactly get out of the car and ask him, but it was obvious. Anyway that really cute guy got me thinking. Guess like a lot of Gays in the closet that are sex deprived, I find myself limited to taking glimpse of hot guys when I get the chance.

The strongest feeling I get after I see a cute guy with his partner, gay or straight is loneliness, Don't know what it brings others to feel, but seeing people that get the chance to experience life as a couple is hard for me to see.

Guess it basically makes me jealous, really jealous, no one wants to be after the age of 20 and with no real relationships, sure sex is fun, specially when it doesn't happen all to much.

Though I can't say that sex is what's on my mind, I really think it's just having someone to be with and share my life with, from sex to eating together, to just spending time with each other

I guess it's a conversation for another time, how I see my life down the road. Still having a lot of years of basketball to go, I can't really guess or imagine what the future will bring in this department, only time will tell.

Wow, this post turned out more serious then I first expected, usually when I sit down and write I usually know more or less where things will go and what to write, this time it just came out on it's own.

On another note I got to say that the blogging world I found is just crazy, and I mean that in a good way, I'm trying to read a new blog every other day, or when time allows it.

I started out with two and I'm just trying to read as many as I can, enjoying reading blogs of people who follow mine or just anything that seems interesting,

Have only warm words for all those blogging and trying to tell the story that is their life story, I hope that it gives others a good feeling, just like I get from mine.

Have a great weekend....